Daaamn, I’m shocked to be honest:)
I always considered myself a person for whom the chaos is a supporting structure and the oil for the engine, but in fact, that’s not the bare truth.
It’s cool that you give an idea and a fork for the direction, and I chew everything up and trying to come to the decision...
Elina helped me with my postponing syndrome by making me realise, that if you want something in the future, you need to visualise the process, not only the end goal. I started tracking my progress for the first time in my life and it is a liberating feeling.